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October 19th, 2005

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September 30th, 2005

10:28 pm - wow havent updated in forever so yeah im really stressed dont have much time for anything anymore i have school then every night i have work or band except for saturday nights thoses are my only nights to myself except tonight cuz theres not football game but yeah and then i have hours of homework cuz i have all honors classes and love h/w so if i ever happen to get a night off from work i have to catch up on the h/w that i haven't had time to do ive mostly been doing my h/w in class and skipping lunch to go and do h/w in the library then theres college essays, studying for the SATs next weekend, college applications, college visits, and doing stuff for my parents aka like 2 hours of yard work that i did this afternoon im just ready for it all to be over like i cant wait till january when band is done so i'll have so much free time and i'll know where im going to college and be planning what to bring and when i can leave lol but for now im stressed had the senior luau tuesday night it was AMAZING cand wait till the black and white dance/semi thing and then the prom and everything its gonna be so great i danced with lots of ppl had lots of chinese food and took some amazing pics that im gonna load onto my webshots soon so make sure to check them out cant wait for more nights like that i had a guys suck i love my girls night tonight had staph, balma, and supply house come over we watched the Longest Yard funniest shit ever and we watched my Senior Pic DVD and we made fun of me which was also fun "definitly a goose ready to pounce" lol awsome we ate like mounds of popcorn and of course i made congo bars lol sooooo fat oh yeah and listened to My Humps like 6 times no exaggeration it was great i know all the words :) deffinitly dont know what i would do without my girls i love them!!! so many laughs oh an of course looked at my ever so interesting scrapbooks and my millions of pictures "hello chicken man" "By a round of applause HOW DO YOU FEEL!!!" *jackie claps alot* "YOU GOT KNOCKED DA FUCK OUT!!!!" "THEY WERE FIGHTING THE ENTIRE TRIP!!!" lol i better get my picture back oh i really needed this it was long over due love you girls and thanx for everything Current Mood: not to good but better Current Music: My Humps- Black Eyed Peas

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September 20th, 2005

10:23 pm - my b-day IM SEVENTEEN NOW!!!!!!! Current Mood: busy Current Music: Its my party and i'll cry if i want to

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September 12th, 2005

06:42 pm - heyyyy Attention juniors i know you have to read the scarlett letter (haha sucks for you) i have a copy of the spark notes version if anyone would like to borrow it Attention DHS students i got invited to be on facebook for the danvers high people and i have the opportunity to invite 10 more ppl so if u want to be on it let me know and i'll invite you but hey if ur already in college u get on for free so im not wasting my invites on you we need more DHS ppl so let me know ok tons of hw so i g2g lots o love <3 Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Listen to your heart-DHT

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September 7th, 2005

09:48 pm - First Day Back!!! so not a happy camper right now one day down a million and a half left to go so my first day was pretty good saw everyone and im happy with all my classes and that has never happened before ive always needed to change atleast one class so its nice that im all set for a change except that i have to take CAD with all freshmen and i have Computer APPS second semester probably with all freshmen and im a senior that should be great fun had the first wenesday night practice for band tonight and it was really buggy so i like dumped a bottle of bug spray all over me (not literally) so i think im alright but yeah i think it went well got to hang out with all my favorite freshmen babies :) i love them their so nice and so much like me lol football game friday!!! im so hyper from being SOOO tired see most of you in the morning everyone else *KISSES* Night Everyone <3 Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Down-Blink 182

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September 3rd, 2005

06:55 pm "Straitjacket Feeling" Back me down from backing up Hold your breath now it's stacking up Etched with marks, but I can deal And you're the problem and you can't feel Try this on, straitjacket feeling so maybe I won't be alone Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Runaway this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me again Trust you is just one defense off a list of others, you don't make sense Beg me time and time again to take you back now, but you can't win Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Runaway this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me again but today I'm fine without you Runaway this time without you And all the things you put me through I'm holding on by letting go of you And when the memory slips away There will be a better view from here And only lonesome you remains and just the thought of you I fear it falls away Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Runaway this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me again but today I'm fine without you Runaway this time without you And all the things you put me through I'm holding on by letting go of you Current Mood: calm Current Music: straitjacket feeling-all american rejects

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September 1st, 2005

07:02 pm - final days of summer well its almost over summer is almost gone 5 days until we're back in school grrrr not to excited i haven't finished that book i just got to the part when christopher finds out his mother isn't dead and hes on the train to london...does anyone else think this book is kinda weird cuz i really do got my senior pics done yesturday i like them alot i have the perfect one for the yearbook so i think its the first time i have actually likes a picture of me so thats new today we had a showing of the house it was nice this family is moving back up from florida and they used to live in salem when they were kids and wanna move back they really liked the house and had alot of questions for me about schools and the town so i obviously chocolate coated it so i hope they buy it cuz i want out and into my new house...i planed on staying in my room during the showing and stuff but once they were in the house i heard the man looking at a picture of my grandpa and talknig about him so i like ran downstairs cuz why does a guy who has lived in florida for the past 30 years know my grandpa and it turns out he has a boat and used to sail up the the club where my grandparents used to go all the time and where my grandpa had his boat and then he saw the picture of patrick and he had heard about him and i thought it was one of those "omg what a small world" kind of instances I HOPE THEY BUY IT!!! i have to work tomorrow and saturday but i have sat night off which hasn't happened in awhile so that will be nice im gonna bake some cookies now cuz im in that kinda mood <3 Lyn Current Mood: fat Current Music: Straightjacket feeling-All american rejects

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August 27th, 2005

07:28 pm - NO MORE BAND CAMP I NEVER HAVE TO DO BAND CAMP AGAIN!!!!!! every one was like awww are u sad band camp is over for you and i was like HELL NO i never wanna do it again i dont mind the wenesday nights and the saturdays but that one week of hell in august is just it for me after my really tiring week i had to go back to work today and i had to work 9:45 till 6 so i completly missed the car wash :( i wish i could have gone but yeah it definetly felt like the longest day ever i have to close tomorrow night and i really dont wanna i really need to finish that book for english cuz school starts in like a week and a half grrrr i feel really depressed today and i hate feeling like this Current Mood: sad Current Music: Move Along-All american rejects

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August 23rd, 2005

06:19 pm - Band Camp So i just finished day two and it hasn't been so bad this has probably been the easiest of all my years except some ppl are really pissing me off like we're out doing the drill and back when i was a freshmen it was you get water when bob says you can get water none of this oh i think i'll go get a sip now and come back in a second whenever you want but thats what tons of ppl are doing like i understand if ur gonna pass out by all means go ahead but im sry im thirsty too but you dont see me going and getting a sip of water every 20 minutes other than that its been good my section actually is showing me respect this year and i think they all like me so thats a good start at least no ones gotten yelled at and mr parsons and bob seem to be happy so i hope that keeps going im buying a ticket for the Honda Car raffel so wish me luck i hope i dont blow $100 on a raffel ticket and loose i will be really mad but my parents want me to do it so im gonna go like pass out in my room now and get ready for tomorrow # MORE DAYS AND I"LL NEVER HAVE TO GO TO BAND CAMP AGAIN!!!!!! Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Christopher Columbus- (the opener for the field show)

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August 20th, 2005

10:13 pm i went on a college visit on wenesday!!!i was supposed to go on two but decided not to go on the second one cuz was was just like there is no way im going to pay 24,000 for tuition and fees then like 8,000 for room and board so i went to Worcester state and took the tour and everything it was amazing i really really wanna go there i have a few more colleges to look at but i think i found the one for me and once im gone there is no way in hell im comming back so sry to all my friends you will all have to come visit with me cuz i never want back in this town lol worked thursday friday and today and im working 12-close tomorrow <3Lyn gonna go watch all of season one of gilmore girls Current Mood: blah Current Music: There She Goes - The La's

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August 16th, 2005

10:04 pm - wouldn't it be nice Wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, monday mornings were fun, junk food didn't make you fat, girls didn't cause drama, boys weren't so confusing, nothing was regrettable, you didn't have to lose the people you love, friendships didn't fade, and goodbye only meant until tomorrow. <3 Current Mood: dreaming Current Music: Listen to your heart-DHT

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August 15th, 2005

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August 8th, 2005

10:23 pm - advise Last night i was advised to never just settle which is really good advise.....but what if what i really want and the things that would make me the happiest person alive just cant work out and i know they cant.....should i still not settle for what could make me a little happy??? should i not even be as happy as i can get with what i have??? it made me really think about things and how much i wish i could control my life.....people say you determine your own destiny....but i think your screwed in life no matter what Current Mood: confused Current Music: Listen to your heart-DHT

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August 3rd, 2005

05:37 pm - Fix You by Coldplay When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse? Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you High up above or down below when you too in love to let it go If you never try you'll never know Just what your worth Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears streaming down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears streaming down your face and I Tears streaming down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face and I Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you going shopping my parents are doing a corvette thing tonight to i can have the car :) i love when i can have the car Current Mood: happy... i think Current Music: Fix You- Coldplay

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August 2nd, 2005

10:31 am - RIP nana Every breath you take Every move you make Every bond you break Every step you take I'll be watching you Every single day Every word you say Every game you play Every night you stay I'll be watching you O can't you see You belong to me How my poor heart aches with every step you take Every move you make Every vow you break Every smile you fake Every claim you stake I'll be watching you Since you've gone I been lost without a trace I dream at night I can only see your face I look around but it's you I can't replace I keep crying baby please Every move you make Every vow you break Every smile you fake Every claim you stake I'll be watching you I miss you every day nana........its been 6 years and there wasn't one minute of those six years that i wasn't missing you love always Current Mood: sad Current Music: Every breath you take-The Police

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July 31st, 2005

08:58 pm - ...........so im home now got home friday afternoon from my AMAZING month at hampton beach i always have trouble leaving but this time was extra hard saturday we cleaned the house cuz without me here to do it it only got done half ass so yeah then went out to dinner with chris and sara and then hung out at my cousins house to watch the red sox game today i started back at work 7:30-11 meeting then had to work 11-4 so it was kinda a rough start back then there was robbies graduation/going away party so i went there right after work and ate and had a good time with the family...lots of drunk people laughing and having a good time lol now im fnally relazing and taking a break i have to work tomorrow night and then thursday friday and saturday so yay to be back in the suck fest that is Danvers Mass. ok im gonna go take the longest shower ever <3 Lyn Current Mood: missing hampton Current Music: Fix You- Coldplay

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June 18th, 2005

06:34 pm - Two Weeks From Today Im Out Of Here!!! Movie Night #1 was last night at balmas it was awsome got almost 50 dollars worth of Gios and it was awsome and we watched Love and Basketball which was AMAZING!!! had some good chats Movie Night #2 tonight at my house just finished baking cookies and brownies now im working on cooking Mac and Cheese then gonna put fries and tater tots in the oven WHO ARE THE FAT CHICKS!!!....WE ARE lol cant wait till everyone gets here its gonna be sweet parade today it was kinda cool unlike last year when we boiled and had to get sparyed down with water bottles by the PME type ppl it sucked worked this morning working tomorrow so come visit if ya wanna im closing <3 Lyn Current Mood: hyper Current Music: All These Things That I've Done-The Killers

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June 12th, 2005

04:43 pm - GOING TO HAMPTON I love my work cuz they are so awsome they are letting me take the entire month of july off so now i can go to hampton and not worry about having to get back to work and stuff :) Exactally 3 weeks from yesturday im leaving!!!!!! cant wait i already cant stop thinking about it gonna miss my girls though CONGRATS TO EVERYONE WHO GRADUATED!!! it was so hot it was icky Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Everybodys Changing-Keane

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June 10th, 2005

10:40 pm - We are the sisterhood of the big bucket of popcorn!!! OMG BEST NIGHT!!!! so me steph balma becca and amanda all went to the movies to see the Sisterhood of the Travelnig pants and it was so awsome like it was amazing yes i cried like four times like balling not gonna lie lol i love hanging out with them its always a blast!!! inside jokes: "are you crying?" "SHUT UP STOP LOOKING AT ME!!!" "want some falcon pride ice cream?" "what the fuck!!! why is it blue? why would they do that? who does that?" "FISHY FISHY FISHY" "OOOOO a fish!!!...im keeping it" "what if it was once stuck up someones ass hole thats why it was just left there?" (sniffs the fish)"nope smells like plastic" "WE SHOULD KEEP THE BUCKET" "and what would we do with it???" "We could share it and each take it for a week during the summer and send it to eachother with a story of what we did with the bucket" "Wow you are mowin down that popcorn" "SHUT UP!!!" "FISHY FISHY FISHY!!!!!!!!!!" "K BEY" <3 Lynjamin love my bitches lol aka my girls whom i like to hang out with :) lol Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Here comes the sun- Beatles

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June 5th, 2005

09:22 pm AHHH I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH MY GIRLS!!! last weekend we all went to the movies and then they all came over and we watched a movie at my house and this morning from 10-1:30 i was hanging a t amandas for a pool party with not just my girls but like a bunch of other people and i was so fun we had moses parting the red sea(angus making people in the pool move to the sides), will getting pulled in, flipping anyone that attempted to float on a raft, angus trying to stay dry while everyone got his many shirts wet, too many other things to mention we also ordered a TON of food from baja fresh considering we are all in the band so we supported ourselves lol it was good food then i had to go to best buy and work while they stayed and had fun work sucked my eyes hurt so much from the pool and like my mood went from happy and loving being with my friends to like holding back tears and just being in one of those all i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry myself to death...im a little better now but like all i want to do is cry and i dont know why im just sad i have a final exam tomorrow cuz im in a class with like all seniors so yeah i need to study seee everyone in the morning <3 Lyn P.S. I LOVE MY FRIENDS Current Mood: drained Current Music: Speed of Sound- Coldplay

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