~It's My Life~

prncsangl10 @ 2005-10-19T22:02:00

2005-10-20T02:11:25Z

i cant handle this anymore

wow havent updated in forever

2005-10-01T02:44:40Z

so yeah im really stressed dont have much time for anything anymore i have school then every night i have work or band except for saturday nights thoses are my only nights to myself except tonight cuz theres not football game but yeah and then i have hours of homework cuz i have all honors classes and love h/w so if i ever happen to get a night off from work i have to catch up on the h/w that i haven't had time to do ive mostly been doing my h/w in class and skipping lunch to go and do h/w in the library then theres college essays, studying for the SATs next weekend, college applications, college visits, and doing stuff for my parents aka like 2 hours of yard work that i did this afternoon im just ready for it all to be over like i cant wait till january when band is done so i'll have so much free time and i'll know where im going to college and be planning what to bring and when i can leave lol but for now im stressed

had the senior luau tuesday night it was AMAZING cand wait till the black and white dance/semi thing and then the prom and everything its gonna be so great i danced with lots of ppl had lots of chinese food and took some amazing pics that im gonna load onto my webshots soon so make sure to check them out

cant wait for more nights like that

i had a guys suck i love my girls night tonight had staph, balma, and supply house come over we watched the Longest Yard funniest shit ever and we watched my Senior Pic DVD and we made fun of me which was also fun "definitly a goose ready to pounce" lol awsome we ate like mounds of popcorn and of course i made congo bars lol sooooo fat oh yeah and listened to My Humps like 6 times no exaggeration it was great i know all the words :) deffinitly dont know what i would do without my girls i love them!!! so many laughs oh an of course looked at my ever so interesting scrapbooks and my millions of pictures

"hello chicken man"
"By a round of applause HOW DO YOU FEEL!!!" *jackie claps alot*
"YOU GOT KNOCKED DA FUCK OUT!!!!"
"THEY WERE FIGHTING THE ENTIRE TRIP!!!" lol i better get my picture back

oh i really needed this
it was long over due
love you girls and thanx for everything

my b-day

2005-09-21T02:24:57Z

IM SEVENTEEN NOW!!!!!!!

heyyyy

2005-09-12T22:46:10Z

Attention juniors i know you have to read the scarlett letter (haha sucks for you) i have a copy of the spark notes version if anyone would like to borrow it

Attention DHS students i got invited to be on facebook for the danvers high people and i have the opportunity to invite 10 more ppl so if u want to be on it let me know and i'll invite you but hey if ur already in college u get on for free so im not wasting my invites on you

we need more DHS ppl so let me know ok

tons of hw so i g2g lots o love
<3

First Day Back!!!

2005-09-08T01:57:17Z

so not a happy camper right now

one day down a million and a half left to go

so my first day was pretty good saw everyone and im happy with all my classes and that has never happened before ive always needed to change atleast one class so its nice that im all set for a change except that i have to take CAD with all freshmen and i have Computer APPS second semester probably with all freshmen and im a senior that should be great fun

had the first wenesday night practice for band tonight and it was really buggy so i like dumped a bottle of bug spray all over me (not literally) so i think im alright but yeah i think it went well got to hang out with all my favorite freshmen babies :) i love them their so nice and so much like me lol

football game friday!!!

im so hyper from being SOOO tired
see most of you in the morning everyone else *KISSES*
Night Everyone
<3

prncsangl10 @ 2005-09-03T18:55:00

2005-09-03T22:56:00Z

"Straitjacket Feeling"

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

final days of summer

2005-09-01T23:13:08Z

well its almost over summer is almost gone 5 days until we're back in school grrrr not to excited

i haven't finished that book i just got to the part when christopher finds out his mother isn't dead and hes on the train to london...does anyone else think this book is kinda weird cuz i really do

got my senior pics done yesturday i like them alot i have the perfect one for the yearbook so i think its the first time i have actually likes a picture of me so thats new

today we had a showing of the house it was nice this family is moving back up from florida and they used to live in salem when they were kids and wanna move back they really liked the house and had alot of questions for me about schools and the town so i obviously chocolate coated it so i hope they buy it cuz i want out and into my new house...i planed on staying in my room during the showing and stuff but once they were in the house i heard the man looking at a picture of my grandpa and talknig about him so i like ran downstairs cuz why does a guy who has lived in florida for the past 30 years know my grandpa and it turns out he has a boat and used to sail up the the club where my grandparents used to go all the time and where my grandpa had his boat and then he saw the picture of patrick and he had heard about him and i thought it was one of those "omg what a small world" kind of instances

I HOPE THEY BUY IT!!!

i have to work tomorrow and saturday but i have sat night off which hasn't happened in awhile so that will be nice

im gonna bake some cookies now cuz im in that kinda mood
<3 Lyn

NO MORE BAND CAMP

2005-08-27T23:33:34Z

I NEVER HAVE TO DO BAND CAMP AGAIN!!!!!!

every one was like awww are u sad band camp is over for you and i was like HELL NO i never wanna do it again i dont mind the wenesday nights and the saturdays but that one week of hell in august is just it for me

after my really tiring week i had to go back to work today and i had to work 9:45 till 6 so i completly missed the car wash :( i wish i could have gone but yeah it definetly felt like the longest day ever

i have to close tomorrow night and i really dont wanna

i really need to finish that book for english cuz school starts in like a week and a half grrrr

i feel really depressed today and i hate feeling like this

Band Camp

2005-08-23T22:26:52Z

So i just finished day two and it hasn't been so bad this has probably been the easiest of all my years except some ppl are really pissing me off like we're out doing the drill and back when i was a freshmen it was you get water when bob says you can get water none of this oh i think i'll go get a sip now and come back in a second whenever you want but thats what tons of ppl are doing like i understand if ur gonna pass out by all means go ahead but im sry im thirsty too but you dont see me going and getting a sip of water every 20 minutes

other than that its been good my section actually is showing me respect this year and i think they all like me so thats a good start at least no ones gotten yelled at and mr parsons and bob seem to be happy so i hope that keeps going

im buying a ticket for the Honda Car raffel so wish me luck i hope i dont blow $100 on a raffel ticket and loose i will be really mad but my parents want me to do it

so im gonna go like pass out in my room now and get ready for tomorrow

# MORE DAYS AND I"LL NEVER HAVE TO GO TO BAND CAMP AGAIN!!!!!!

prncsangl10 @ 2005-08-20T22:13:00

2005-08-21T02:39:31Z

i went on a college visit on wenesday!!!i was supposed to go on two but decided not to go on the second one cuz was was just like there is no way im going to pay 24,000 for tuition and fees then like 8,000 for room and board so i went to Worcester state and took the tour and everything it was amazing i really really wanna go there i have a few more colleges to look at but i think i found the one for me

and once im gone there is no way in hell im comming back

so sry to all my friends you will all have to come visit with me cuz i never want back in this town lol

worked thursday friday and today and im working 12-close tomorrow

<3Lyn gonna go watch all of season one of gilmore girls

wouldn't it be nice

2005-08-17T02:05:51Z

Wouldn't life be perfect if sweatpants were sexy, monday mornings were fun, junk food didn't make you fat, girls didn't cause drama, boys weren't so confusing, nothing was regrettable, you didn't have to lose the people you love, friendships didn't fade, and goodbye only meant until tomorrow.

<3

What a crazy tax free weekend

2005-08-15T22:29:49Z

so obviously i had to work alot this weekend it being tax free and all but it was wicked fun the crazyness at work was cool cuz there were so many ppl working that i didn't really have to do anything then for like four hours both saturday night and sunday night i stood on this like 3 ft high step stool and directed the checkout line and alot of ppl thought i was crazy for like standing on a bright yellow box and yelling out numbers then someone thought i was a statue....untill i moved and one guy gave me his number and i threw it out so yeah i had a good time plus they fed us lots and lots of food cuz they wanted us to be well fed for the long hours we put in

i bought all 3 seasons of gilmore girls and a few cds

so yeah other than work i havent done much but tonight im going to see Must love dogs with my girlies so thats gonna be lots of fun :)

ok thats enough for me today

advise

2005-08-09T02:29:39Z

Last night i was advised to never just settle which is really good advise.....but what if what i really want and the things that would make me the happiest person alive just cant work out and i know they cant.....should i still not settle for what could make me a little happy??? should i not even be as happy as i can get with what i have???

it made me really think about things and how much i wish i could control my life.....people say you determine your own destiny....but i think your screwed in life no matter what

Fix You by Coldplay

2005-08-03T21:38:57Z

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

going shopping my parents are doing a corvette thing tonight to i can have the car :) i love when i can have the car

...........so im home now

2005-08-01T01:05:57Z

got home friday afternoon from my AMAZING month at hampton beach i always have trouble leaving but this time was extra hard

saturday we cleaned the house cuz without me here to do it it only got done half ass so yeah then went out to dinner with chris and sara and then hung out at my cousins house to watch the red sox game

today i started back at work 7:30-11 meeting then had to work 11-4 so it was kinda a rough start back then there was robbies graduation/going away party so i went there right after work and ate and had a good time with the family...lots of drunk people laughing and having a good time lol now im fnally relazing and taking a break

i have to work tomorrow night and then thursday friday and saturday so yay to be back in the suck fest that is Danvers Mass.

ok im gonna go take the longest shower ever
<3 Lyn

Two Weeks From Today Im Out Of Here!!!

2005-06-18T22:39:19Z

Movie Night #1 was last night at balmas it was awsome got almost 50 dollars worth of Gios and it was awsome and we watched Love and Basketball which was AMAZING!!! had some good chats

Movie Night #2 tonight at my house just finished baking cookies and brownies now im working on cooking Mac and Cheese then gonna put fries and tater tots in the oven WHO ARE THE FAT CHICKS!!!....WE ARE lol cant wait till everyone gets here its gonna be sweet

parade today it was kinda cool unlike last year when we boiled and had to get sparyed down with water bottles by the PME type ppl it sucked

worked this morning working tomorrow so come visit if ya wanna im closing
<3 Lyn

GOING TO HAMPTON

2005-06-12T20:46:40Z

I love my work cuz they are so awsome they are letting me take the entire month of july off so now i can go to hampton and not worry about having to get back to work and stuff :)

Exactally 3 weeks from yesturday im leaving!!!!!! cant wait i already cant stop thinking about it

gonna miss my girls though

CONGRATS TO EVERYONE WHO GRADUATED!!!
it was so hot it was icky

We are the sisterhood of the big bucket of popcorn!!!

2005-06-11T02:51:56Z

OMG BEST NIGHT!!!!

so me steph balma becca and amanda all went to the movies to see the Sisterhood of the Travelnig pants and it was so awsome like it was amazing yes i cried like four times like balling not gonna lie lol i love hanging out with them its always a blast!!!

inside jokes:

"are you crying?"
"SHUT UP STOP LOOKING AT ME!!!"

"want some falcon pride ice cream?"
"what the fuck!!! why is it blue? why would they do that? who does that?"

"FISHY FISHY FISHY"

"OOOOO a fish!!!...im keeping it"
"what if it was once stuck up someones ass hole thats why it was just left there?"
(sniffs the fish)"nope smells like plastic"

"WE SHOULD KEEP THE BUCKET"
"and what would we do with it???"
"We could share it and each take it for a week during the summer and send it to eachother with a story of what we did with the bucket"

"Wow you are mowin down that popcorn"
"SHUT UP!!!"

"FISHY FISHY FISHY!!!!!!!!!!"

"K BEY"

<3 Lynjamin

love my bitches lol aka my girls whom i like to hang out with :) lol

prncsangl10 @ 2005-06-05T21:22:00

2005-06-06T01:30:35Z

AHHH I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH MY GIRLS!!!

last weekend we all went to the movies and then they all came over and we watched a movie at my house and this morning from 10-1:30 i was hanging a t amandas for a pool party with not just my girls but like a bunch of other people and i was so fun we had moses parting the red sea(angus making people in the pool move to the sides), will getting pulled in, flipping anyone that attempted to float on a raft, angus trying to stay dry while everyone got his many shirts wet, too many other things to mention we also ordered a TON of food from baja fresh considering we are all in the band so we supported ourselves lol it was good food then i had to go to best buy and work while they stayed and had fun

work sucked my eyes hurt so much from the pool and like my mood went from happy and loving being with my friends to like holding back tears and just being in one of those all i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry myself to death...im a little better now but like all i want to do is cry and i dont know why im just sad

i have a final exam tomorrow cuz im in a class with like all seniors so yeah i need to study seee everyone in the morning
<3 Lyn

P.S. I LOVE MY FRIENDS

memorial day

2005-05-31T00:54:00Z

yeah sweet parade good times i love steph she is my baby!!!

congrats to dj michelle and kelly u guys are gonna be great!!!

thanx to everyone you know who you are and you know why

family party awsome times love watching them all get really drunk and stuff and the pooring rain but the "real men" stayed outside in the rain...huttled under an umbrella...but whatever

tired dont wanna talk/type anymore

its been awhile....

2005-05-28T17:26:43Z

hello all havent updated ive kinda sucked at updating for like a long time but yeah over view of the last week

wicked stressed out cuz we haddrum major auditions and i dont think i have a chance at getting it but we can still hope right and we fing out on monday after the memorial day parade so yeah

the sun is FINALLY out today and its warm im so happy about that

last friday night i went out with chris sara my cousin ryan and his gf ryan(yes shes a girl) and my cousin kristen and her husband jimmy and it was fun we played pictionary and stuff stayed there till 1:30 then in the morning went to the Kiss 180 Concert it was pretty kewl had fun with my bro we were in the lawn till people gave us their awsome tickets to the 6th section which is wicked close and it was awsome cuz when it started to rain we weren't in the lawn anymore :) and next to us happened to be my clarinet babies amy, ashlee, alyssa, and a girl i dont know lol it was so funny cuz it was like omg hi guys!!!so yeah good times

wenesday after my audition jill and i went to see star wars IT WAS AMAZING!!!

last night went with steph balma etc (my bitches) to see the longest yard it was AMAZING also then we went down to best buy to see a few people that i wanted to see and a few i didn't want to see but hey whatever then on my way out i almost got like raped in the parking lot cuz a scary guy was like calling my name but it was just a few guys i work with they were all meeting up so they could car pool to boston to go clubin and i happen to be walking out at that time and one of them was like whatare you doing ur not of age and i was like im just going home cuz i went to the movies with my friends it was funny i stayed and talked to them for awhile and then went home

ok i think thats enough for now
<3 Lyn

ATTENTION ANYONE AND EVERYONE!!!

2005-05-14T01:44:42Z

ATTENTION ANYONE AND EVERYONE!!!

someone programed a number into my phone i dont knwo who and i dont know why but i have no idea whos number it is and the name they put it under is Slut so that doesn't help ive tried calling it and only got a machine and i know its a girl but still dont know who

this is the number

1-978-836-6281

If you have ANY information or know who this is PLEASE tell me I NEED TO KNOW ITS KILLING ME NOT KNOWING!!!

Thankyou

this is much appreciated
<3 Lyn

oh and if thats your # im sry i dont know who called you a slut thats not very nice..........unless of course you are one in which case....why did they put ur # in my phone???

Gotta Love Family

2005-05-07T20:45:42Z

I finally doing better after about a week

I found out about three hours after the prom and it wasn't untill friday that i really started to feel better I was supposed to go visit him on thursday or friday before the prom but i didn't because i was to busy getting my hair and nails done for the stupid prom and then i was at the prom having the time of my life while he died i cant get that out of my head.........i never got to say goodbye

thats probably why i cried for like the entire first hour of the wake then there was just nothing left in me then after the wake we went next door to my cousins house and had pizza and what ever they had in their house lol then went home to sleep a little the funeral on wenesday was really hard too cried SOOOO much the precession had a police escort which was nice and my uncle steve did the two readings then jill read a poem that she wrote herself and it made everyone cry so much cuz it was so beautiful which sounds kinda corny but it was then we went to the cemetary and that was really hard then back to my nanas house around 12-12:30 and most people started leaving around 7 it was nice to just hang out with all my cousins and stuff considering we dont do it that often we ate alot the house was catered by sylvan street grill and henrys for desert cuz my uncles dad owns sylvan street or something like that and we watched home movies it was great

then i got home and found out about what was happening at school and my mom said we couldn't go on thursday...but i think i kinda needed the day anyway just to try to get back to myself

tomorrow the fam is all going to my aunt Diane's house for a big mothers day cook out even though its gonna rain alot because today aould have been my grandpas b-day and tomorrow would have been their anniversary so its still really hard for my nana to handle

Gotta Love Family
you never know how long they have left

RIP and Happy Birthday Gandpa love you and miss you

<3 Lyn

stuff

2005-05-01T21:41:10Z

It is now safe to tell everyone cuz the entire family knows now

CHRIS AND SARA ARE GONNA GET MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!

although most of you know already....and for you dumb people chris is my bigbrother and sara is his girlfriend

prom friday night awsome of course at Djs before and after was really awsome too then i went home and...........yeah :'(

i'll update more someother time prom pictures----> YEAH PROM

RIP Grandpa love you and miss you so much

and we'll run for our lives

2005-04-24T23:27:49Z

Vacation is basically over now its really icky thinking about going back but its like this is the last quarter and then its over and i'll be a senior and then its only a matter of time till im out of this place

Over view of the Vacation (cuz thats what everyones been doing)

~got my license and drove without the parental units
~got a purse and shall thingy to match my prom dress
~worked alot
~went to the mall with jill to get new pants when she ripped hers open
~been really sick since tuesday and i still am
~bought Spanglish and Finding Neverland which are both amazing if i do say so
~got kicked out of the house on wenesday for an open house so we went to pick out paint colors for our new rooms and bathrooms, got lunch at Brothers, went to best buy, and i went tanning
~went to the magic show it was pretty good except for some corny things
~went to DQ in beverly with jill and Company
~got kicked out of the house again today for another open house so we went shopping and got our spring/summer clothes and ate and went to the book store I GOT THE NEXT GOSSIP GIRL BOOK!!! cant wait to start reading it
~went out with chris and sara :D to her sister Hollys house and had pizza and watched meet the fockers
~and again...worked alot

ok thats basically it i better go do the homework thats due tomorrow or i know i never will so i'll see everyone in the morning unless of course u dont go to my school in which case i wont lol :b

<3 Lyn